July 14, 2005
Ticket to Indulgence... costs 25 bucks. Can claim in full somemore! That's medical benefits.
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Party poppers, helium balloons and confetti horns.The school library will be launched tomorrow. By hook or by crook, it has to. I say, more by crook. Thila said I've worked so hard for it, I must show up. Even if she has to send me back immediately after that (lest I die of fatigue), I have to go.
I'm thinking, of course I will go. Not cos I worked so hard for it. If it's cos I worked so hard, I wouldn't want to see how it all ends up. It might get a bit depressing. I will go because I don't want to screw up more than I already have. Somehow, I feel I have let some expectations down with this project. I don't know whose. It didn't exactly go as smoothly as I had wanted it to be. Probably cos there are really only 24 hours in a day. And, somehow, there seems to be a lot of dead corners during the course of this project. Or was it because there were too many meetings where my idea and others' idea didn't coincide? Or was it because it was, I felt, getting too much attention? Maybe it's just because I'm less capable of pulling this off than I thought.
Whatever the case, I will be in school tmr. To close my eyes and breathe that big long-awaited sigh of relief when the launch ends. I will be off to Bangkok. And then, take a deep breath before I move to my next long-hanging project - The Discovery Hub.
Just the thought of it... SIGH!
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Initial D and dinner at home. The two best things that happened out of the blue this week. So good to have shared them with you!
Posted by 杏 cy （Jancy） at 18:21